Defending the Offended Sifters

Mrs. J woke us up bright and early and last night wasn’t much of a good night for me. Needed to take some Tylenol PM and get to sleep. I am not your issue for wanting to; do what has already crushed my soul and spirit. For my heart is too smoked out today. Based on the fact that we keep getting either locked in or out and roomies and even I talk to much. Which are all in tail things that even my parents have told me time time and again.

A sifter is better than a swifter in my deepest regards. For we are not wanting to be Taylor Made or Bucking-time Palace. An ornament for your adorned mailbox to open with a gift in which – he said / she said bullshit.

Today some of the guys told me some hurtful stories that I could only tell from their hearts. I never thought we all had to do what on the streets! While most of them are selfish and you can’t go back in the past. You can’t change things once they’ve been done – is that what you are telling me?

I have with my deepest regards; tried to help and learn and grow in my own individual way. Though; the violence in this situation is a grave bear to deal with – thinking I’d like to go to the Funeral Palace of graves again.

A private date since yesterday was a trip with these girls – in which do we even remember our age. I sure do remember how you talk; I remember how you we’re either kind or someone to stay away from. Or if that was something we should have stayed away from all together.

All Night While Researching For More

Listening to the Radio; sitting here praying that God will make a way and move a miracle towards me finishing college. I thought I was going to be able to go to a new church since today is Sunday. Though lack of a recieved phone call yesterday and a lack of transportation and knowledge of the church I am without luck.
I stayed up all night last night scribbling in my notebook the articles I have found. I which I have found some great new articles facing the issues I am facing today. Including; communication for parents and cultural values. and 10 Habits of Highly Effective MaMa’s.
Though plagiarism is something I am really, really, really against. I have found some things to keep in mind for the coming year as we come to a close to January. Not everyone can be the perfect student and I am living proof. I am also not all that great at running a good balance in my FrostBank account all the time. Fortunately; these things are only a phone call away…

WITH A BIT OF LUCK; I was able to get about $80 in my account. Meanwhile; I am repaying UTA debt and getting ready to start paying my Great Lakes debt in the following years. While fighting to graduate after finishing the last 8 classes. Comparing the prices at UTA Vs. TX Wes. I am a PR & ADVT intended major and have tried hard to get my BA most of my life.

Today I Would Like To Talk About Culture

Every organization has a culture and a background. As you can tell from the pages I have provided I am proud of the work I have accomplished. While at the center not trying to rub work and other things in peoples faces.
  • Conversation
  • Meetings
  • Surveys
  • Vision Casting
  • Strategic Planning
Are included into what makes a culture of individuals co-inherent the same playing field. We work together, eat together, live together, and share together. In which from some Science class, I have failed and will have to take another one, We all share the same ecosystem.

Culture doesn’t happen by design it happens by default. I am glad for the classes I have done well in. At one time I had a 3.0 GPA which is down to a 2.3 GPA. I know with the power of God and having enough faith I will be able to accomplish what I set my mind out to do. Maybe; not everyone in a room or a house gets along but we were placed here to have a place to live, food to eat, and a bed to sleep on. Some may complain more than others; and some may be totally down for whatever.
  • Values
  • Priorities
  • Habits
  • Experiences
  • Atmosphere
  • Uniqueness
Are all things in which we have our own individual rights to. While also sharing and collaborating with others of a similar mindset. The other way I could look at school is that I will never fully accomplish this goal without having a good support system. Especially that from my family. I need my son, my first and only son, though through poor parenting patterns and decisions I am unable to. There are plenty of reasons I want to be a better mom and I am grateful my parents were their to take care of little Brandon. As a single mom who did not like the choice I had made and had to make the best of it.

Parenting Rules over Emotional Rules

As humans we are far from perfect; we develop our own clear vision for what we are trying to accomplish in our lives and what we do, I have learned, effects so many more than just ourselves. Although I no longer live with my family and am in a group home. I still long for Family Time Investments and To be a major part of my sons life. I also find that living here and going to the center on the week days. I have more of a reasonable amount of kids that look up to me.

Our family affects how we spend our money. That also in return labels who is actually in your family. Though we can not be bought out by money; we are a rate of interest of time, money, and attention. We have the right to voice an opinion in any given situation that is within reason and especially if that reason is too keep yourself safe.
  • Playing Games
  • Allowance
  • Having A Phone
  • Doing Chores
  • Education
  • Conversations
All pertain to things that withhold this powerful family structure. I have tried hard to follow from the leaders who have gone before me. My parents, teachers, as well as some of the people from the church, and bosses I have had along the way. In our own; we set the temperature of our family and environmental lifestyle.

I Left March of 2017 and Here I Am Today

If it wasn’t for SSI I would be on the streets. I have still not gotten the hang of making any money from this blog; in which I learn to do. Their are important conversations to have in order to anticipate family needs and the way in which we are prepared. Remember; People really look up to your family & if they don’t try improving your family atmosphere on a daily basis.

At the age of 31 I want to get into a good relationship. My sister is getting married next Saturday and plenty of friends on Facebook have their wedding photos shown all over their page. Though; I wouldn’t want to spend a lot on a wedding. I am wishful for a person that will show me true love. Instead of running them off and ending up with nothing in return from the person I wanted that love to reciprocate from.

I can never lock myself up again; that wasn’t the way to deal with it. I may not be doing what I want right now and diving deeper into poverty because of things like college debt. I still can hope that one day my True Parents help me and I can regain respect for myself and others. Thank you for every one of these comments – For I know life can get extremely hard. Don’t lose hope and always keep something to keep yourself occupied. I am allowed to help people & things; especially with a career and goals in PR & ADVT!

“Just Don’t Give Up!!!” – My Dad

Seems More Like Christmas & Less Like Outercourse

I thought I called you Doc for a reason; but no it just slipped out of my mouth. See as to what my younger sisters been doing is, what’s better? Are we competing? Are you watching Black Ink Crew?

With pen in hand and pen pointed every little Christmas light we saw…?

I never seen some of the worst personal problems than I have on these torn jeans of this nurse. Mill-woods not my home; every-time they look at me as I fight to complete a goal; they don’t have to look sick to me.

Most of the time in this group home and even around my parents home!
I was trying to be silent and still and be with my child. Now I have last year been to prison three times for touching stuff; and on the streets getting messed with; and wanted go to one of the most expensive schools. I definitely didn’t hit up Tech; to that I’m proud of.

What those are our weaknesses; there’s nothing that wrong to admit what we needed too. If they got offended then; well mostly I’ve gotten help from my scientific minded boyfriend and soon husband. If it was our younger days; and me and you sitting around in our nice outfits; with a sketchbook.

Moral : I didn’t listen to in college especially other peoples problems and that’s why their upset. I’ve read these books plenty of times and they’ve entered what we thought!!! They we’re where for what we bought! I’m needy to whose pockets – tell me What’s Pockets?!

Scared About Christmas

I really don’t know your dang problem girl?!
As I sat at a metal table and wanted a boy?!

Or is it both?! Did we have a problem with both as we exploded into the number one problem in the country…
Then why did that person get a bit, everyone knows that isn’t a bit, jealous…
That’s everything jealous _ _ _

With my friends and I with Cigarettes and you wanting more and more information from me.

A variety of USD (United States Dollar) bills

Looking back at me am I happy I went to college and spent well have to keep spending tons on my tuition reimbursement.


Which all I’m gonna give you is info not messed up Gossip. I wonder as I wonder…

In order to go back to square one … Johnna – My Name!


What kinda work have you done – to get off it?!
Tricker MC Trick-Stirs!!! Witches like you that we work and we don’t make no Mula!!!
She definitly wasn’t looking forward to going back to collage this year! After all that work came down and toured around… Her Junior mints box.

My Handsome Boyfriend is that serious about what he does so why would I want lots from him and take up all him time? – I Wouldn’t

MErry MuthaFreakin Christmas – ya’ll cost a gillion of guzzlin penny problems.

What’d my Boss of a Professional – Dr. Ink get to say if I wanted to be a teachers assistant.


Gutten Morgan Tu Gutten Nacht

I’ve had mental disorders all my life and here I too; sit here comparing a 16 year old selfie to a 31 year old maiden. I do not know what has been stolen; in my own mind. It could be beautiful or not as far as I pretrieve it that way. Regardless it has needed socio and economic help since I was 12. For my degree I have sat and fought for each little penny of it. While in return I will sit and fight for each little penny to pay it back.

No, your right most women do not get the same answer and question to a pageant, or recital dinner, or a gala. Which were the events in which clubs like the AAF were leading “US” into. That rival couldn’t handle it; I wish she would go ahead and admit it. Even movie tickets and seats became difficult and un-wanted times for us. Especially as me and my son entered and exited the bathroom.

That is even why they told Me in My College Classes “There is a copy editor though unfortunately you <whoever You were – were too busy talking that I couldn’t talk to my professor.> Maybe it is unfortunate too me that everything in the city takes too long to really get too. A bus pass at and in the wrong parts of the town will get you into some of the worse drama filled times of your life. $2 for cigars or a bus ticket… Some of us, I wonder how far we would get… “The Outsiders”

We took a bet and unfortunately I am noticing what they are betting on. I’m already too far into this that I can’t stop now. This has been almost a year and a half at the group home. Time spent on the streets of Downtown Ft. Worth and no I am not forgetting. Running from Rape, Running from my own personal anger, and Running from the power of the evil disguise of men.

Bands like TKO & Le Tigre will forever be a favorite band of mine. Simply for the thought that Independent music for the most part just walks off from even their own stuff and unfortunately their own rape and are ok. It hurts and stings for a bit though we get over it. I have stayed pure and my body feels clean and I have been for the most part clean for a year now.

Be fortunate because we are not all safe all the time. We don’t need to be drawn to those evil thoughts in the first place. While I can’t even find your blog sweetheart & what that woman came up too me saying was quit illegal and not quiet like our Nurses <Really or Reality> Want/s. 

The center in which we have to go to each day is not the place to do that. I don’t care if your in front of it or behind it. Even in front of or behind a door. Around 7AM I was asked “Do “you” want my <prost.> to beat you up?!” Which is leading me and for the most part always has to fighting and learning more about the criminal system. A world known problem and a simple solution it’s illegal and no I’m hoping it doesn’t get a chance to. 

I wish there was a way of taking each document I <I> have written since I was 12 and turning them into some form of scholarship. I wish you’d wake up; this work isn’t yours. Meanwhile; that isn’t even your name.

I have had the same ghost enter and exit my mouth and dreams and interupting my father daughter and mother son time long enough. The idea of love is fun and fun to keep in mind. Though I know how big of a mind game it is <Kuzz Baby> that’s no Joke. I don’t know your path and neither do you know mine. Which is the MINE & MINER in the first place. You can’t play me like a fool. Dear Aunt Susan? If it continues to say it is my Boyfriend and etc. Does It – Maybe it’s time to have a real sit down. I thought even I got time with Family. 

I don’t need to hostile knowing for the most part it only ends in hospice. I am not touching other peoples stuff in the first place. While I am most defenitly not as to why do those cops press closer and closer as they try to get what kind of closure.

I came up with a Tag Line <Dr. Owens – Whose Down In Whose Ville> “You Aren’t Staying Here Forever.” – For – Forever 21. They won’t get to look that way & I’m hoping nurses have that anserw do they get Bipolar disorder surroundings have taught me things I needed and I needed that class <ENVR> Meanwhile students well… People well… I can’t blame them.

Agg Town does know that “No matter what SHE isn’t in Charge!” Which is the reason I ran and I don’t plan on it anymore. I don’t want to run and I don’t find these three really that close of friends. Mostly women from the “Streets” are my friends Because of PR Position I have created for myself. If your reading this and have thought this is your work or it belongs too you it is highly copywritten and every note in it is personal and I will prevail.

Energy that surrounds me! I got one of my favorite meals well two of my favorite meals. Lunch – Chicken Fried Steak & Dinner – Spaghetti. Trust me no one is fulling or fooling anyone. For most of us it is time to grow up. To sit at that table the right way. If it argues well…

Found My Faith In A New Home

No it’s inappropriate to go into a house and do that to anyone. It’s also illegal and highly frowned on to the point of… We’ve agreed I can’t go back home. In fact, I don’t even feel right going back home. This #man says he loves me & He’s my husband… I am not going to argue and say anything against it. This Capture the Flag does go a bit far but I … <No Comment>.

I have only $20 to live off of for the rest of the month. If this romantic stuff is supposed to come true I would be making what we had for dinner multiple times a night and set it by fire light to ease your heart breaking because of me. You have said things like I have drained your heart, dotted your needles, and other sweet things that hit me the right way. 

I didn’t want the same things you didn’t want.

My friend(s) have been adding change into the ash tray I have hand designed myself. Today I bought myself a Bai which has become my favorite drink. 

I bumped into a woman who recognized me as The Woman At The Well I’ll keep her name #anonymous brother <Where Aren’t Thou> remember the graduating class from DeRidder to Kennedale & back especially the back woods of the Tale of a Huntsman <So their you go UTA + Dr. Ingram & Dr. Ink> ? Can We Hear A Rap Battle Between You Two?

I remember sitting in the JAIL esp. TARRANT cell on the bottom or secound floor where I wrote with a stubby pencil and paper I really didn’t and couldn’t afford in jail in the first place. I’ll never return to Shop or Shop esp. Lifting again. Thanks I don’t NEED & I loved that JOB @ TARGET & WALMART!

Prayer to my God – The right anserw and only the right anserw. I’m not praying other peoples prayers for them isn’t that what you told me #Anonymously. That was supposed to be freedom of speech which never to be taken away. I mean each and every lego?! Brandon thats like looking at your momma & her layouts and looking at every color…

We All “Sail” On ….

Looking Too Closely

Please do not get attached is what my heart always said. I never needed a man to make me happy. Meanwhile, a lot of women depend on them and that is the anserw. If you are not willing to give than don’t expect them to recieve and when they don’t give don’t throw a fit. Putting your pouty little face and fucked up lips to every and any object or person I’ve ever came or come into contact with. Especially BIG Bosses “That’s Disgusting & Not Your Place” Is what a good friend would say.

I am not that attitude problem that B* is trying to make money of anything and everything you are doing. In order to do what with it?! Do what with me?! Is it just me or this problem a universal problem no I’m no Walt Disney Princess and you a damn problem. Chit Chattin in my mouth and running what kinda messy shit.

Johnna you are alone and will be in this world with most of these people wanting your money till the day you die. Mostly Pigs and If their bridges that need to be burnt they need to be burnt. I burnt each page within myself this is not a suicide attempt or a death threat.

Honestly yall did the wrong thing and thought itd be easy and you wouldn’t get caught huh? We all get caught in the end even I did. See now how old am I? I still have a seat at the Table with my Mother, my Father, my Son, and to Hail With My Sisters.

These people will take anything they can get their hands on straight from the gutter. I hope that gutter has a blade on it because I’ll never steal again but they deffinitly are and needed to make this mess they are in Texas. I am locked up for what? Cop give me that stuff back and give it too someone who deserves it more.

Got mad over what “Gutter Mouth”, what a “Friendship, what a boyfriend???

These are common everyday women problems but unfortnately I have had problems with my period all year. My parents and entire family not believing in me. Leaving me too fight every day for whatever I need and want to survive in life. On the $50 while the other $50 goes to The Schools My Debt <Wouldn’t Mind> <Are-U-Meant> In which I’ll have to pay off from now till 2023.

That is not your money and I’ll tell you again. Do NOt ask or anserw this but who exactly did you get that from is going to bite you in the ass. Well its almost Christmas. I have studied and I do know how continue down the path of righteousness. Go ahead and gossip and pretty S*** Yo* M** D*** + Like I Said “Leave That Alone”


Make-Up To Made-Up

I have been carrying my black backpack that matches my black duffle bag everyday I have been going to “The Golden Choice” Center. If it wasn’t for places like these establishments we would be lost. People are always looking for things to do – I appreciate people who read my writings and find it enjoyable. 

For my 31st Birthday my parents took me to “Sephora” & The makeover results we’re great. The service was great and I got the right amount of make-up I needed. 

I believe as Women we go through phases of wanting to Dress to Impress to Really Not Giving A Care. I have learned that it is more important to love and take care of yourself. Than to sucumb to defeat to the guy you love or the Family attention you crave. When you are already too old to be tied to them and are using them as a crutch. 

Make-up lessons from pros

I did stage make-up for plays in High School. Although I only did about one play the lessons I learned are something I have needed and wanted to help with for a long time. I think if God gives you a talent then you should use it. If not then it is wasted talent. 

I have also had my go about with the company Mary Kay which is probably one of the worst investments me and my Mom got ourselves into. If anyone has walked into “Sephora” the store is already a bit intemidating. The first picked up item costs about $38 and when I was in there I couldn’t really find anything under that price that looked of good quality. 

  1. Don’t overspend or overbuy products… Use what you have and work with what you have first. No need in rushing out and getting new stuff unless there is a good reason. 
  2. Skin Care is Important… Especially down the road when you look back you want to realize what hard work you took to take care of your skin in the right way. 
  3. Not too much and not too little. Easy does it & you don’t have to overdo it. 

Environmentality In Relations To Thourgh Thinking…

No one wants to hear threats or demeaning information from this problem. They can’t just walk into situations and I will get to the bottom of whatever I left behind in all these Science classes. 

First you have to have the Problem – I appreciated every drop of college and I will be paying it back until the Day I Die. For tomorrow it will be die another day. I have a hypothesis and sweet heart that’s honestly just a textbook. How bout you get into some real work that worth it for you and everyone thats around. We didn’t come to class for that comment or commited?

Brought the flies to the trap paper in the first place. I realize the low amount of traffic I am getting from viewers from my site. Your business isn’t really any of my own. Today has been a good day & I’m thankful for getting my money. Yes mine. My dad brought me glasses today and I love them and my father in the first place. 

If your father here on Earth loves you this/that much imagine how much your Father in Heaven will love you. We all get attitude problems from time to time. My watch is doing some really cool things and I deffinitly wouldn’t be the same person I am without the team work and people around me. 

While my mom talks about dietary information I have kept with the same system pretty much.

For I am one person with a bio system too. Why what’s the question?!

When I went school shopping I didn’t ask for you to come with me. I remember special times I would be seen with my family shopping they didn’t have to attack or what feels like a personal attack. On a Senior on Senior Year or perhaps I didn’t study as hard as I possibly could.

From Prom to Prominade I don’t need the comments and a bunch of us don’t. Though how desperate some of us became for the correct + what are they still bugging?!

So therefore down with the Romeo skull I placed by the TV and gossip we heard. On too moving on to healthier and more fullfilling Fall things in life. For things fall into place in life. 

Geography – learned from TV?! Location, Location, Location


Pop-A-Seat-O A-B Took Me To Pizza at UTA B2B RB

Unless you talking for yourself you should probably back down from what you are fighting unless they are deamons within yourself. Yes my sister & brother in law are getting close to their date. All we’ve been sitting here thinking about is “Happy Death Day” Sweat-Tart.

That which is already depicted in and on your body in the first place. What camera?! What picture?! Put your head in The Game = Life… In Which you don’t mess up!

What people would and wouldn’t do for certain things and situations. No one’s fooling anyone – SLippED… Unless you we’re walking in my shoes! Depictions in which we don’t get right the first time in this FIGHT!

Gift To Be Given Was Solomons Head!!!

We aren’t playing around here – Play no games here – Which is all my BRAIN is full of. To be thankful for every drop of it… I needed Godly advice from people I trusted not to be treated that way in which all of America does. So you know what – Deal = Deal With The Cards You We’re Dealt.

That in Which each person was given their right place/title/situation & desired what kind of analysis! Who actually listens to People To People = The Table! + – > < % 

Comment Do We Need From & To 



Lines Drawn Around ?

The bus rides in the morning take forever and God teaches us patience if we are silent and still long enough. Oh how I longed for a cup of coffee this morning and I was grateful I got it. Got what?! A cup of Coffee. Now I’m not thinking those jokes were that funny. Though it is the things we have endured that have made us the people we are.

I am realizing education was meant for helping not riches but each day we work toward what we are needing out of life. I am still needing to complete my degree in Mass Comm. Meanwhile, I try to learn as much as I can through anything I can.


I still do not have a SS Card and I’m in need of one. My Father keeps telling me I don’t need a job right now until I feel better. Though My Father tells me I have a job and I am doing a good job. When Will We Ever Feel Better?!

Why are you walking up to our people like that? It’s made our people lie to us and we became untrusting and we turned our backs on each other. I believe there is no one that HAS to take care of you but yourself. That is why your supposed to work as hard as you can. For now/here/ and in the present. 

Pure Silk


Where Are You Pointing Those Fingers ?!

We did or We did either way we didn’t include you so you don’t have to break through what we have worked for. For that is how we worked through to our spot. Through our Resume. I have more MORALS than to walk up to your positions. 

Therefore do not walk up to MINES. It’s important to get the help in which we are needing. My mind isn’t in the clouds and I don’t hate your place. Yes Show Me Love – So Who picked up the Book and which Tab!

Always be humble and kind – we’ll kind of yourself. There Is A Time & Place for everything and Everything in its place. 

To Help & Be Helpful in situations where that deffinitly wasn’t needed. That attitude wasn’t needed. 

Stop trying to take credit for someone else’s work. It is perfectly find and also appreciated to take part in what we are informing ourselves with. Realize what place you are in and focus on how to get yourself better. To a better place and the necessary steps in whcih to get there. No one said you have to be perfect. When we can see through the mirror and glass we find your not perfect. 

Each person affects us and each item affects us and each situation effects us. For we are to be humble and kind. When I type certain things on my laptop which was bought through FAFSA it auto deletes the information instead of auto-correct. In time you will find – who your true friends are. 

What Kind Of Help Am I Giving?! When trapped up in situations like the one I have put myself in with my Nanny. The bigger question is who are we what? Working – yes you said it & I haven’t seen $0.25. If that’s what they call it. Girl you’ve had all the help in the world. There Is A Time & A Place For Everything & Everything In It’s Place.