I don’t Need To Only BEE

I don’t need to be only a bug – I don’t need to want the thug when I was 11. “No I Don’t Want No Thug!!!” At The Age of 11. I hope that is not the reason or the lessons we  learn in a …Sentence… !!! 

Played Pool & Walked into a Hall + x – With Money It “Couldn’t Earn” Which my stories began in the first place. As the Red dot in the charmed Alarm clock visited and charmingly messed up my mental state to create a swiss sticker bigger than his dipped out skoal in the bottom of his boat in the lakes water. 

To run away and go surfing with whatever move it made while listening to an Elderly and say as I “Go Wake Boarding With You” I hope I can at least go in the one shop and buy my own board! 

Words from my son … ” I want a board game …. Which One ” Well me of course and off course I wanted a Cherry Cola and I didn’t want their blood dropped eyes full of the left over Hair-On >Pointed< = Who To Me

She agreed aren’t you thirsty with saliva down it’s throat and tear it’s own [pretzel] down it’s throat and say not unless I can pull a drink from That pretty rolled up hair and take a sip of my own medicine. My Son did or didn’t need coadine. 

While I picked my make-up off the ground after she had traced it replaced it and put it down for apartment after apartment + in order to even get an APT in the 1st Place <3 !!! 

To skip seat to sit my butt or my bubble gum butt on two skateboard painted dishes. Picking up it’s last sip of a cigarette to clean up it’s last drop of any make-up brush it took. So she could clean it, cook it, and kill it… 

<Well are they going to PROVIDE +ALL+ ?Toys In It> So it can sit on it’s dock and smoke a cigarette and just simply smoke her own cigarette and be peacefully left alone. I wanted to be left alone like a leave. Well we told – – – SSSSOOOO !!!

Thanks For Dividers & People

Thanks For Dividers & People

Maybe I should have taken a problem and just waited on the right timing…

In all science classes you have to have a problem to what we need a solution. Which is more than just contact and prescription sunglasses in which the Doctor I did get my perscription is only messed up about making frames. Also the one I only spent about three months working for is, well isn’t my problem. After learning as much as I can about the elements tell me will I be happy. Will I ever stop and just appreciate from others. 

Maybe like myself I was just as greedy, without much of being envious. We need to step down just a notch and let those in proper authority take over. It isn’t up too you actually it’s up the Government and go ahead and admit it. Your either for or against, silent or able, or pride vs. prejudice. As I write more about my faith I am hard pressed that my faith has gone smaller than a mustard seed. A word in which I slung from a slinger only once so long ago. Did it – it deffinitly didn’t need to pricetag its self that That Far.

Don’t RUSH: What you actually ask for and asked for… Yeah! Look at my mouth and wish for what – water – No not my salivated problem. What are you doing at my place at my age?! Right – NVM & NM. My old notebooks and sketch books never asked for your ink or your ink job. So why are you bringing up and into what my name or my badge at and almost any and every job in which I have and will continue to have. 

I am not your GREEK student who tried to ever use another persons name. It’s something I never even wanted. For I am happy being that emo girl with a lonely heart it doesn’t need to categorize and demean from us. #TP

To say what through the most important communication tool I have and tools I have is the most dangerous things you could be doing. I don’t need to walk up to what vehichle for what item for what endangerment. In which it pushes everyday to get down to the work it is needing to do in the first place. To pick up someone elses work and simply get away with what #CSI and #NET in which it has trapped itself long ago.

Why are you looking at it that way. The system on this acceptance scale has stopped at 5 in which all and any articles to keep this going into motion need to be accepted into all realms.

The lady at what?! GaGa & Gig & Gag…
Group Home #666 isn’t opening our WIFI. In which several of our bills are included for this $675 payment. What Am I scared to get kicked out again. Ah poor baby what my father wouldn’t like it. Not everything in this world is worth it. P.S. I’v heard some of these womens unfortunately mens mouths far too much.

None of which of any of these parties especially tables would really want and some don’t stop or turn around until it is FAR too Late. Lady we are not your problem. Ms. Jackson we are NOT your problem.

Which while working I was always wondering if this was the way of the Bosses which why would you want to go mess with the managers and bosses. I didn’t understand at that young of an age without much of being around this… i was alway on the grind. Recently I have been affected and feectionate about my father telling me to slow down and enjoy life. All in which I haven’t even stopped and smelt many roses. 

Especially not from our BG Cooks or whatever these I’m Still Questioning what they are?! What are you needing?! Which even my own mother – my real mother told me. A Major thing I have stood up too this year. I will not be a PriceTag.

I need you all too go is all you have heard from me for several years. “Go forth and conquer your own mole hills and don’t ask questions like where did it come from.” That friend does or doesn’t care anymore for a reason and that was that and you accept it. Except nights I would have fun and yes I had groups and no I’m 31 and not going to follow in this deadly trap.

Waking up to Silence Of The Lamb + Walking Lamp  = That Turned (U) As A Vaporizer… Is one of my Science Questions – I shouldn’t have to pay and repay every time I have a problem or even want a solution. Now should I?!

I didn’t have to tell you or your B* every job or every application I have ever gotten or put in for. In fact I think the vaporizers in theory came from “Great Oldwest Cafe”!

Which I lost on the streets and sold! Sold so it can whatever my question?! I lost about 3 of them and without a trace so if that’s what happens. For me if thats what happened learn from it and don’t let it happen again. “Play No Game” you didn’t go to class to do that did you. Or is it “I forgot who #Jay #JohnnaFloyd even was as it looks at its art and lit and wants and even expects money out of its own poor mouth. You’d be dumb to really complain. After you have pulled a double shift you would be tired and not needing much besides rest. They have told me that even College/University is no race. 

No B* You picked out and up to a secret compartment dept. and hidden in the GoodWills Market. Which is in my sons hands and he can stuff whatever he needs to in that compartamentalized stored up lock box. That used to be used for methadone and money.

I didn’t need to go traveling somewhere and could be a U Hauled my entire Thoughts to and Through and then right back to Me & Myself & Him! Don’t ask me which one Kuzz It’s HIS & I’m NOT UR Problem + AM I! Meanwhile He lets me be me and if I love him and even don’t want to spend much time or whatever it isn’t and never will be up to YOU. Chesire Cat “Who Are You?” Alice In Wonderland.

HMMM !!! Let my Nannie and My Witnesses and My Nurse. Meanwhile I’ll never say Doc Doc Docter to any of it. 

How did I meet my favorite spot to sit and chill at this campus?! The third story APT. & placed my elbow up there “I Could – Little Engine That Could”

You don’t go to the CLUB (o)(o) to look at Lizards in a Lounge and walk and talk and play around >WHAT< & >WATER< & That’s why I “Don’t like THE ??? Church >CRY<! Why would you like to GO to Dallas?!

Mom: No Johnna you will always love and respect the church after all it is where you came from. So never forget where you came from. Or they’ll forever haunt you with the wolves again.

Secret = They ARE Coming for What?! Water?! – – – Your Not Getting My ??? Computer… I hope their not coming to get my Father’s In Vest ? Ment /Mint!
Your Problem was probably the MOST Expensive Adventure of All Year! Oh Oops that’s why I smoked so extremely MUCH!

Dating Game – Play NO Game

Dating Game – Play NO Game

Let’s play a little game after looking at on the Toy Isle and waking up to new age games. Let’s talk about the dating game. One of my Aunt’s favorites when she was a young lady and something I will always remember about her. When I asked my dad a personal question I wasn’t wanting or needing tons of people to come in to it. In which I was asking him something silly we have talked about which is better a birth, a wedding, or a funeral.

Which is a little less depressing than The Russian Roulette Table.
At 31 and with a relationship I’m really happy with for the most part I don’t need that problem from #UTA or #Friends or #ECC or #Gossip.

My Man killed a ram for what I went to school for at Texas Wesleyan and I didn’t even really wake up to how much he loved me until “I announced We Have Been Together 6 Years & Live Inside Of Each Other & Constant Companions yet seperate and Brandon is ours.” the two classes of Humanities and Production (In which I have to and need help with paying back the tuition. I also couldn’t find or login or get into much without my own email.) Which is scientific writing of Humans; call it what you may it sounds like Hoola Hoops & Get Away From Me! 


We have always kind of played a tom and jerry street game with each other. One of our favorite places was Yums but I don’t even bring that back up <JA> which I would like to simply read the history as to why it also turned into the Jeep store. Though does that hurt me as my parents traced me out of the building saying my enemy and ex’s name after we left and that’s how they helped me get feminine hygiene products. What was his name “Jordan” and “I tried to leave his<that>, well we even called him “that” BIBLE which was personalized.” at the campus! He only wanted me and my money. Unfortunately that is the Dating Game & I haven’t wanted to date since I was about 25 and I really don’t intend on it.

I won’t try to be so sweet or candy esp. candy cane made of codine it with syrupy words. That lady I’ll aquante with did sit and read it and acknowledged what I was writing. Though as a Liberal Arts Major I do recieve the dividend of my profits. Right now it may seem that It isn’t yours and for me it something worth fighting for and messing you up for even asking for it in the first place. 

Your Little Angel Game Is – Game Over & There’s No … SweetHeart!

I had that problem before and I know it mainly came from a womans pride and attitude problem. I don’t need you talking to me about; marriagaly, amilitie, and sephora eaten leftovers.  

I also invested in Production and it led me to a booth with Soundcloud. It also lead me to SNapChat well mainly the class was about Snapchat. Which that you good job especially referring to what situation we have found ourselves in because of our lustful desires. Though however my friend it isn’t too late. Which felt like I had even the felt pens and spanish stationary stuck up my nose as our cell phone went off and interupet us in the middle of Communication Law & Ethics my first chance to take the class and I will have a chance later on in life. I really liked the class to begin with but couldn’t stand the interupted part. Get My Name Out of Your Mouth – Because it is inappropriate.

The Dating Game & How To Treat Our Game

I have been working since I was 16 and when my mom drinks she sorta forgets and gets upset meanwhile I have tried to be as patient and console her to the best of my abilities. As well as trying to help these other women in this half way homes equation.

In which, I should have learned to simply shut my mouth and accept it. I didn’t need my father coming back saying that if I did get a husband or any man too love me it would only end in “Battery”! I was hoping it could get real awsome double A batteries but unfortunately for limited edition Barbie dolls. See we don’t live forever and we never will. I could have and maybe but I’ll never test God with my Faith about it to question my death. No I walk straight into #FRBC & Hear according to what I reap what I have learned in the Bible. I own 2 personal versions and doodle on almost every page.

I used to get my problems from and towards an addiction to weed, meth, and coke when I could afford it. Though at that table you have to recognize where the money comes and came from. That is what will even give you that bad luck. Not to mention the X pills. This was all in the past and I can now talk about it as a proper survivor. In fact that COP #COP is supposed to help us and not…

It Isn’t My Place!!!

Certain nights I had great guys that we would both and booth brush each other off as soon as we got what we wanted out of each other. #Problem & I didn’t mean to cause it what F* Buddies. Even sexual sin is a terrible sin but I didn’t create this blog to shove a Bible down your throat. I didn’t become a SG #SuicideGirl without the intention to use my body for God and his glory. Which has gone to #GodsGirls which I need to do more research about I’m hoping I’m not too old.

I got accepted but never put up a photoshoot. I couldn’t afford one because of other womens mouths. When you check them can you make sure they have the proper documents.

I didn’t have the best dating record until Brattin came along and I have severally messed up. Stated by Him “Drained My Heart”.

There should be help and guidelines do not put up with abuse under any circumstance. We have sat down and discussed even boundaries in which every property has a boundary and walking around in the hood straight from the streets to a recovery center. In which JPS responded #StopSix – Really do you want your daughter and sister and mother and I thought friend on Stop 6 With no place this hospital got that didn’t they. Which Millwood only one of the Recovery Centers in the area moved me to this group home sit and stay and well I choose and chose to continue to work. What do you still <STEAL> Have a Problem?!
Why hoping I don’t have to visit it multiple times. We’ve I mean I have told you over and over again.

Relationships that are that meaningful to us should be something to care about and for the rest of our lives. I have freedom as an individual & now I’m in the “Blue Light” & for moving out of my highly sheltered environment in a direction in which at the age of 31 I am confused as to which Building Studios to work for. Meanwhile, I don’t feel safe around it after I walked in and out of that first studio. I don’t have to tell you where esp. when or any of the details. You wanted my work <in hand> & <my job> so admit it. What if I still work at McD’s Huh We all Know “You Be”.

Is this really pin pointing towards what I think it is!

Just keep my mouth shut & never run from a COP even if they took whatever #shop of yours it was March 2017… Missing-Alias.net




What’s Really Worth It

Last night my family and I went to Jin. >I Am NOT YOUR FOOD<. The question in our heads is that of which we are going to spend? I have $9 in my bank account and a person of my stature can only image and not begin to ask for as to what theirs even is. Though I can blog and log every moment and dollar of it.

Before we went to go eat at Jins we went to Texas Thrift and I got several nice pieces. In order to have anything really nice I have to do what is in your business format in the first place. I can read it the same way I am disked it.

I would have to agree with certain artist. I am very protective and hard on myself about my writings and work. I have been in a few recording studios in my life and even with good vocals I do not believe I would enjoy the life of being a singer especially not in POP!

I shouldn’t have found the church congregation in my mouth. Like I ate a whole bunch of Nachos with that not yo cheese. I wake up in the morning with a new mission and purpose that normally stays down the same similar road. While the road is narrow and the paths are deep and the rivers that flow against it are streams a mile deep. 

I feel tied here with this rope but there is worse things that could and probably best to stay away from. I tried to trust the right people who had the best tip money to pass out. I looked into the eyes of the beholder. 

Hyggie – Lets sit comfortable in our chairs and relax. In fact my man doesn’t want to work and I need to be doing what is healthy and positive in my life. 

Blog Tips In A Heart Tip Jar

I have had my check garnished in half now instead of working with $100. I only have $50 to spend on what I want to each month. The problem I had at University of Texas at Arlington is making me pay big time. I’ve always been pretty much broke and what big blessings I did get came from My Dad.

Needing some clothes : Shop Women’s Clothing at Stage Stores. I’d like to get a new warm fuzzy jacket and a leather motorcycle jacket. Normally the most often thing bought with my $50 is cheap cigar cigarettes and maybe a $1 drink.

This month I bought myself three great gifts off the website GEEK
A ring, A Charm Necklace, & Essence… For $6.50
& A new black notebook at The Family Dollar for $5.

With Christmas coming up and Halloween in less than 14 days. Which I haven’t seen anything scary lately. I was having fun watching and playing the purge. I took Production last year and need to do more with it. I haven’t felt like getting in front of the Camera. I am not really feeling that loving to myself and my dad keeps saying I’m talking to myself.

I am kind of attention I am really getting from people. I want to be known for making people happy with themselves and I hope I was coming across in Arlington as a good worker. Though now my boyfriend is saying not to work. It may be a safety issue right now and maybe there is a reason why I don’t have my SS Card.

It’d be really awsome to go to another Haunted House and I haven’t been to an Event in a long time. I went in 2012 with work at The Spirit of Halloween. I got a bag of Smarties and saving the rest till Halloween haha that’ll be my candy for the Halloween. For the last three years I have had money to buy my son a constume – I think all three of them are Batman. I was wanting to go to the Pumkin Patch but my Dad said I was acting too wierd.

 Blogging For Monetary Value

I hope my blog post are something you want to read and think about before you rush out there and make mistakes in life that you can’t recover from. It is said that Money is the root of all evil so if I was blogging only for money this would be a pointless endevor because it can’t come with us when God comes. Though I do need to make some money out of this website adventure.

  1. I haven’t recieved a real comment… I have recieved 5 red colored comments in which are Private.
  2. My Visitor Count must be messed up beyond belief
  3. I must have gotten hacked and some one is behind the scenes of my blog
  4. I am blaming and pointing fingers at sources that tell me how to make money from this blogging because all of them say about the same thing and their are no results.
  5. They do not find me or my content of any interest. I was hoping to at least make a difference with my blog.

It’s ok to want to make money blogging but don’t sacrifice yourself for it. Needing to make sure I have my eye on the ball before hitting publish. I can go through my posts and re-write them and add to them and even change them.

Blogging For Readers of friends and family

Each person you come into contact with could be good or bad or a mixture of both. I honestly do not like to constantly be around people but enjoy their time now and again. I love at least hearing that people have read and appreciated a part or anything on my blog. During the time I have written.

Frame of mind; realize everybody is different and not everybody is going to like you. Always make sure to include a main image. Don’t use lies and manipulation to get your way. Soon you will be found out as to whether you can be trusted or not.

Make an online community for yourself by collecting links and talking with them about certain things. That are posts related and be honest and true to who you are. Be your own Rockstar and sing to your own tune. Market and Work where you know you fit best.

Writing Great Online Content = would I share this if I didn’t write it. What emotion are you appealing too?! Am I Connecting while teaching and telling them something new they can use for themselves.

Traffic To Get Optimum Views

  1. A Call To Action – ask them to follow, share the post, or download the freebie.
  2. Fill Out Social Media Bios – gain traffic & followers and potential clients.
  3. Bring Hits To Old Posts – creating content takes time & it doesn’t have reinvented try to repurpose the content to get more hits. In the last month or two, I have only gotten about 222 hits.
  4. Foundation for you to create a great place to place your information. 

Take faith in advice while giving it time to grow and mature into something meaningful. As a strategy starts to show positive signs and you dig deeper to prioritize the strategy that is well faithful and has potential. We need promotion of the content; use the 80% Marketing and Distribution of information and 20% the actual information.

Getting Readers Who Really Trust You & Read & Learn From You.

To build a trusting audience and getting your readers to really trust you. You can make a living off blogging as long as you use the proper techniques and strategies. Trust is the key! Be real and transparent builds trust.

Be Personal + Relatable

PLUR! If there’s one thing I don’t regret in life it’s good memories and times with friends I have met and have been around in weird and strange situations. We are in those situations because we put ourselves in them. My boyfriend told me not to work again and put myself in the bad parts of Fort Worth. He cares & so does my parents but right now certain safety measures have to happen. Like this HalfWay home that I am staying in with these other three girls.

Break down walls and build connections with your audience. I want them to feel like they can come to me when they need guidance or questions that need answers. I am not perfect or drinking holy water and I am not afraid to admit to my mistakes. I am also a College Drop-Out!

Don’t try to fake it; people will love you for who you already are. We are learning every day & don’t give up on a bit of tip to make your work better. We need to learn about who you are and what you have to offer. It has to be worth the time and the money. If free content is good then they can imagine how great paid for content is going to be.

Facebook Discussion Boards & Don’t Ignore Your Audience.

Making sure you respond to every comment, email, message, etc. Take the time to acknowledge readers in order to build trust. They will come back to you because you have shown them you value them.

Prove Yourself

There are plenty of people out there that lie about it. Including the one to get your hopes up about “I make $100,000 a month…” or “I receive 100,000 page views. Prove that you are telling the truth & show your stats (I made an A in Stats). Be Reasonable – that much money from blogging is a bit out of this world… Not all the money you make is yours and you have to count expenses and taxes.

Be Consistent With Your Creations

Building Trust through consistency reacting to; how will your audience trust you if you aren’t consistent. Don’t just up and leave and disappear and stop posting daily/weekly/monthly. Don’t let your audience lose trust in you by playing the disappearing trick. The more consistent the more trusted.

Professional Appearance To Your Site

For trust and value in what you say there is a set tone of professionalism that you need in your writing and in your appearance. It has to look like a website that has value.

Make-Up To Made-Up

I have been carrying my black backpack that matches my black duffle bag everyday I have been going to “The Golden Choice” Center. If it wasn’t for places like these establishments we would be lost. People are always looking for things to do – I appreciate people who read my writings and find it enjoyable. 

For my 31st Birthday my parents took me to “Sephora” & The makeover results we’re great. The service was great and I got the right amount of make-up I needed. 

I believe as Women we go through phases of wanting to Dress to Impress to Really Not Giving A Care. I have learned that it is more important to love and take care of yourself. Than to sucumb to defeat to the guy you love or the Family attention you crave. When you are already too old to be tied to them and are using them as a crutch. 

Make-up lessons from pros

I did stage make-up for plays in High School. Although I only did about one play the lessons I learned are something I have needed and wanted to help with for a long time. I think if God gives you a talent then you should use it. If not then it is wasted talent. 

I have also had my go about with the company Mary Kay which is probably one of the worst investments me and my Mom got ourselves into. If anyone has walked into “Sephora” the store is already a bit intemidating. The first picked up item costs about $38 and when I was in there I couldn’t really find anything under that price that looked of good quality. 

  1. Don’t overspend or overbuy products… Use what you have and work with what you have first. No need in rushing out and getting new stuff unless there is a good reason. 
  2. Skin Care is Important… Especially down the road when you look back you want to realize what hard work you took to take care of your skin in the right way. 
  3. Not too much and not too little. Easy does it & you don’t have to overdo it. 

What Your Looking Up Too Isn’t Me

What Your Looking Up Too Isn’t Me

Most of the lessons I’ve learned in college at any of these Universities is something filled with every drop of information and the attitude of the professor is not really any of our business. Meanwhile, if you don’t like it then do not walk up to my table and complain. I probably would be happier in a cafe with money to use on my own selfishness than a set up for expensive crap I do not even find that attractive. The last place I ever really wanted to be was confind in a setting where I couldn’t find much to explore.

I remember how much and how big of a deal it was to get a costume when I was little especially between the ages of 12 to 15 but sweetheart your 40 wanting to look like a drag queen who needed every drop of glued on sequenced mermaid shampoo for my Baby and My Husbands damn sea colored eyes. 

For a costume I have bought myself a dollar face sticker and I don’t think this was supposed to be who can wear the sleaziest or what they are saying Naughtiest thing in the country. Mostly growing up in the age of my 20s this was not something I wanted to be known for. Though being and accepted to things like Suicide Girls in which I have never taken a true photoshoot for did give me some pride. I did pornos and they don’t need to but if that is what they have done then most of the time there is nothing you can do to go behind them and clear that up. 

That Is Why I Have Chosen The Major I have in PR & ADVT or is it mass communications?! in which I have every right to communicate every penny to earn every penny back. 

How did you get that GIG or I mean *cough cough* what he said Gag in the first place. How did you take my old job and my only job in the first place. Don’t you know that is how me and my people eat what this church put in your face when I was about 15 to 17. 

The person you are looking up to may hurt you … Reader BeWare 10/14/18

My Father Kurt stated “You have been writing some really wierd things lately…” First of all I’m suprised he is even looking. To begin with I always felt that my work was inadequate and insignificant to match or play matches with surroundings and fellow students. 

If you haven’t noticed life in that Game is a huge competition and I didn’t really look at my following. In the beginning God created the Heavens and the Earth and unfortunately due to circumstances you filled it in with what you thought would make you & others around you; especially your family. Celebrate Recovery in January was supposed to bring support for me. Not another long desperate journey in which I have and had to pull myself out of. Be careful what you ask for, you just may get it. 

Also be happy in the position you already in & accept yourself for everything you already are. No we do not have your money & especially when approaching someone do not begin to ask for what their lifes work has amounted to. For only our God who we should put full FAITH in has guided us through and to do and work on a daily basis. Especially with a $24,000 Student Debt Balance. 

I can only pay back what I am able to in the time I am able to; mygreatlakes.org. When God gives you a calling you follow it. When the country gives you a responsibility your duty is to help the best way you can. When you have financial problems you are the person to take care of it. It is yours so deal with it with the cards you have been dealt – not to mention – one date is nothing compared to what they have actually “stated”.

We should have been able to trust our role models; i feel like i can’t for what its chased – what case?!

Public Relations has opened up doors that I have been afraid to open. Each person feels like a new un-opened book in which one simply word of mine could set it in a positive mood or the most negetive attitude you will ever see in your life. After visiting Arlington & Mansfield jail for a week a piece for shoplifting; which is something I have promised myself I would never do again. 

A crime that if I ever commit again I would be looking at almost three years for. Unfortunately especially speaking to my 17 to 28 year old crowd they would do anything to push that into the wrong peoples faces. I shouldn’t even have to wake up with the thoughts of running away from the people that keep this country safe. 

In Tarrant County Jail; I wrote and wrote and got only what my small hands and torn down heart could get. Scraps of paper and a stubby pencil. I believe if it wasn’t for that I would have been in there longer. I have not really changed from these same life lessons of writing. Every piece was thrown away after I left the cell. The streets around me grew more of a crowd and soon I was swamped out of my own two feet. Leaving me an OPP to call my Father & back to Millwood. 

Different Settings we’re still mostly the same people… If not it could be a deamon which i’m not even really able to write or speak about. That is your battle – keep it. 

No one wants your lifestory everytime you come up to them. Nor do they want you to be felt especially their spirit – Mostly I wouldn’t touch the person or the things that person has in order to find or obtain things for yourself. I didn’t try to create this spirit containment for any specific reasons and if I have I sincerely appologize. 

  1. Don’t be lustful for other peoples stuff or their grades, friends, or putting them back into the box in which they came here and unpacked with. 
  2. Know your own comfort zone and predetermine what direction to keep it cheap is. No that lady probably put me back into another trap especially with her mouth. In which who is there to dig me out of it – I was hoping it would be them but they are no where to be around. I wonder if they’ll ever see me again. 
  3. We needed a way to address things that are almost illegal for us to talk about because things are greedy and most of the things we need are getting messed with. I didn’t go into your store with nothing. While I do have a more successful time shopping in the first place where things are cheap. Maybe it was a problem of handing them money or love in the first place. Maybe that is age; I appreciate cleaning your Palace for the $20 I have spent on what was non of their business. I looked at it the right way that isn’t mine. 
  4. I can ask you any question I want to and accept a response or not in the way you want it heard or not. Regardless I believe others have heard you and heard you quiet enough. 


How To Talk to a friend While Shopping

How To Talk to a friend While Shopping

Thank you for the coffee and where did you buy that probably Starbucks. There are three Starbucks on UTA Campus which there are also about one or two used and still able to put money on gift cards to earn points. That which started out as a friendly game ended up in a deadly competition. 

While I agree it is fun to run into an old friend at an establishment it is not friendly to hear certain things my friends and I have been told about what flavor we even bought.

We do not need to hear couples say “Do you like Johnna Floyd” As you talk to your lover because you fell in love with the wrong reasons to even go to school and the University in the first place. Mostly wondering if you even go to the College in the first place we are allowed to have those kind of conversations.

Especially with old friends from Dallas clubs in which we have used a huge chunck of our money. Clubs including Insomnia, Afterlife, and The Church, and also, especially Lizard Lounge. Which takes a whole day of you following us and the class only last about an hour and a half or less.

Yes… I don’t need that every time I or Anyone drove up to Krogers to help my landlords and people to pick up groceries including healthy fruit, important meats, and other necesitties including milk and dairy products. Access denied by the fattest person in the entire town to close the door on my graduation day in the first place. 

Really You Don’t Need to see my cell phone or my cellulite

Each person cost a person and with these kind of crowds I’m lucky to have a bed and have a seat and have my purpose in life. Book : “A Purpose Driven Life” Get and Receive connections to because all they did take from it when it placed it on the streets was its own personal valuables. I wouldn’t do that in the first place and that is all that’s walking into these shops. What do you mean?! With Advertising we are aware of what we needed to be shopping for ourselves for. In any of our own textbooks. Some of these people were like excuse me “What do you mean they own TextBooks?! Especially The TextBook.” That was some of the first courses I took at UTA. McNeese knew the same thing in which I didn’t own the Textbook which had a due date on it. 

In Science there is a problem. Followed by a hypothesis. Followed by an example. Followed by a test to the hypothesis. Followed by the ending result. Others may state it differently but to each person it boils down to how it studied the information in the first place and if it even did. I was known for reading and doing my work but who I have put myself around lead it to a #2 pencil filled with violence. 

My favorite thing in this world is unsolved crimes right now. Like Barnum & Bailey Circus mostly what I have invested in was my Education and what I am supposed to. I believe in fate and what this Dinero ended up to be is what I need to repay my FAFSA loans with. 

I don’t owe you the world or nothing for a person walking out of a jail cell on comic con day. As you wear a costume that’s very expensive and walking down and into my territory that I just got for waiting my time. We waited our time in line and all you are trying to do is attack it’s inner parts and souls. 

I didn’t have to talk to them in the first place and they don’t need anything. I am running from people for the wrong reasons. In which we really do not know the right or wrong reasons it even tried to take my own breath which God has given me.



Are They Asking For What Help + Why? F*

Kyle Sweetheart in the first place when I first met you our hearts had felt like they both have been through enough. When people say enough is enough they are not kidding. It’s a polite way to say stop.

Kuzz Baby in lifeasacollegemom.net was a plead of almost beckoning you back into my life. After what I felt like was mistake of all time. To have a child in the first place. Then followed by having to have my parents raise the child. In which they have named and adopted.

Please tell me if your wiffie is that stupid?! I try hard and I’m not that problem. I can go to the snack bar at a movie theater and look at only my own pocket and realize how to spend my money I have earned. When that is how you cheat to get a job. Then do you see why I have a problem.

Was it the drama club room in the first place. i believe we haven’t talked in years. it gives me great peace and happiness to know you are reading. even if it is a small amount of an audience. 

In the first place I worked behind stage. Stages to stages – I wouldn’t be able to watch from what direction these people have come up to me wanting to become insta-gramed famous and begging for things from people. In which is a business in how you approach it is how you attain it. 

Who is Victimizing themselves is stupid and I believe when I was 16 and graduated I said I have a lot to learn from. Dad – If I have witnessed what I have witnessed in these pre requisits of prior college knowledge. They didn’t earn even a dollar bill to what they have walked around from other people. Even the truck was attacked on the first day. when I was 16 my Father with the biggest heart handed me down a silver Ford F150 before he was taken from the family on another Mission. 

When you are that young and impressionable you don’t really know what you want. Is that why I bashed the first mirror on that truck. “Every action is reacted upon and equal or lesser reaction…” Gossip will always be gossip and well “Everyone else is doing it” doesn’t state a reason why you should follow. We all want to be “In” in which it hit in 2017 as I want to follow the Liberal side of the “The Outsiders”.

I don’t have to sit here and tell you the story about what happened to mental and physical damage but we all know it messes us all up. Especially if its heard all around the school. Which I later found out from several jobs I had been “Linked In” to from the beginning. As a moveable target with such a resume which was one of my favorite jobs in Arlington “Target”.

The Silver Ford F150 has been traced and it was sold for $2000. Excuse me I will not and never will belong to anyone and especially if that was your meaning and purpose in life. Then you traded your life to some of the most embarrasing and messed up things in the country. 

It all adds up in the end & First of all it was all about graduation and not being popular with who’s who’s baby at the age of 15. I’m not your girl you want to be pointing to. 

If you want it I believe you will achieve it. In AP Literature I read books upon books of how everything was made. I realized from each moral that in the end it is not the material possessions that mattered but its relationship with it’s mind and heart. Mind Over Body reaction to it’s physical pain as it helps people who are in need of things they have helped work on and develop. 

It was not my job to go from Room To Room. Which Texas Work Enforcement has a story to even what and how we lost each moveable pawn in our own lifes play. 

We got to chose the ones we help and they are all what lies and maniuplations and the way they have treated us. The pain is real and the cuts are deep. Just because you do something one time doesn’t mean you have to keep on doing it. These are lessons to learn from so I can not live your life for you. Something I remember someone telling me which is now what I’m calling a tip. 



That’s All They Liked In The First Place

We need to be careful who we are around and I believe if you have always been in the right and proper spot that you were supposed to go to A to B in the first place than that would have happened.

Though that is not how this world works. That is how we are supposed to be people and you are taking away every right and almost every cent I have spent and bought and paid. You said He ? God paid the ultimate role. 

Jail is not my home and I’m not headed there. My parents told me certian things and I didn’t rebutal. While I pick up cigarette butts. Getting upset for what is filling my which isn’t mine no “I’m a minor”.

Comparing earrings to what you know you didn’t even buy or know. So be careful who you are even looking at as that and you know exactly what I’m talking about.

Maybe they should move me to a classier place this situation stinks my centimeter inch ruler got yanked. I have a 2×4 bed who I talk to? about? how much I have? what I’m wearing? What even my feet smell like?!

I deffinitly don’t want to stay after babysitting and do unnecissarily more work for anyone. Who got attention from?! In which I didn’t give these people anything. In which it’s gotten locked up into and I’m not the one asking for that especially not THAT kind of help.

We tried working around it, traveling around it, learning to it, tip toeing around it. Though even still we are locked up by it. What is this The Diary Of Ann Frank? 

To feel like I have gotten locked up for my own 50 cents then that’s why I lost the art supplies and never wanted to pick up a paintbrush again. In this half way home I get the same things as the hospital?! Then why do I have to deal with bad attitudes and begging?

It’s the right anserw and I’m getting this really?! No not me I’m that special good I was an AP Student & I’m not your money. We lived off Kellogs cereal and enjoyed $5 cigarette package a day. Learned to write in a notebook on every dollar I pretty much spent on my own shopping list.