Saturday Stable is Sitting

It’s what drives you further into being an Adult. It needed to happen after some time now. I have been able to go through what I went through; while it changes your thought patterns to Entertaining yourself should only cost you your own wallet; unless you think other-wards.

I did pay my $50; that is due to UTA monthly. I also ordered the IPSY Kit for $10 which is samples of makeup; straight to my door. Wondering if I want to re-dye my hair a fun color.

 

They may have called us Fashion Models; though all I’m even willing to admit I fit in with is wherever they have put me. To speak out; to this Half-Way home would be to leave. I can’t move home; that’s all I can do, move forward.

My Dad stated “They were going to get rid of my old stuff soon!” Another Environmental lifestyle; mostly enjoyed by my Man. Is One duffle bag; and that’s all they had to keep up with?! While mine was hardly things I could hold for long . A talk on lifestyles would be nice; as they wrap us up into what Hospitals and Hospice we belong in.

 

Who are helping vs. hurting?!

I didn’t call my son yesterday on His birthday. I am hoping my family is not gone forever as my father has said. I have messed up a lot during life; as so many of us do!

The truth is Truancy is no normal feeling or is it a simple crime. Knowing when you’re not wanted around is one of the hardest things some people will even have to face. We need to take the time to look around us and realize that is more or less often than we wish in our hearts.

Thank You For Commenting:

I Am Thankful For All 789 Comments – Who are posting with a high rate of commision on their own terms and respectful workers and upper handed people to get and give comments to and from.

In Which I will always be grateful and benefit from.

My Happy Planner Stickers of Faith; came in and I decorated my Journalism Bible some more. As well as my Smart Watch; which is not staying on my wrist as I would like but is still a good watch overall.

To be taken out of school; as well as hard times with the folks. These two years have taught me life lessons I will never forget. I think life lessons are things that should cost more than college tuition. Though I should never have told my Dad I needed to learn them myself at the age of 16; when I graduated.

Focusing On Trafficking Rate

I have the faith that; I will eventually graduate College; one of these days. Even if that is a long way away. I am already in a lot of Financial loans; reading up on articles to find the right path. When the right path in life is God Alone!

Today Is Christmas

One of the coolest, sickest, and Cert-An-LY not doing again things I have done is touching other peoples stuff. I’m hoping the cat doesn’t cough up that lizards gift of teaching our Biology filled minds about wanting something that doesn’t even need to belong to them. Brandon Christmas is about Jesus; which I think you’ll get more Than Jesus was even having than most people. Be way more grateful than your mother has ever been!

Though Jesus definitely wanted to give us almost every chance in the world a time to follow him to the promise land. We decide to be faithful; I have decided each relationships point and I’m lucky he hasn’t dropped me. Do we get that tempted to do that touching around Christmas because it sure wouldn’t be fun being locked in Tarrant County for Christmas. Last year when my heart and my mind got that carried away I got locked up 3 times. Me I’m never doing it again.


“PaPa Kurt – I don’t want to go fishing when my mother can’t go!” – Johnna Floyd

Dropped me offs, about what he’s done, while we talk and we don’t get angry at each other about being clingy which we both don’t like – Kyle Brattin… I love you! At least as an adult and as I grow and develop; I want my life to be filled with more love and devotion to only things that are of importance.

Is that something to be that proud and boasting about?! We’ll the Kardashians aren’t and my three roommates are definitely wanting to stay on that channel. Mrs. Charnel your parties are some of the best I’ve ever been too; are they all good ones. Yes until the yule tide carol gets hurt.

BE GRATEFUL FOR EVERYTHING

Johnna Floyd

What’s In My Bags & Carry On

I have been carrying my pink Cabela’s small duffel bag since last weekend when my Dad bought it. I am grateful to have a Dad that helps me out a lot. I am trying to keep my stuff as organized as possible and keep my things neat and orderly.

I have my black back pack, my black duffle bag, and my black carrier.

In my Pink Cabellas Duffel Bag

Top Pouch:

  • JUUL – I have Mango cartridges and have a charger in there; with my JUUL Charger that I had to buy seperately online from Ebay. Though mine doesn’t always smoke. I still have fun using it.
  • Cotton Candy Body Spray – clowns!
  • Pens, Sharpies, and Dry Erase Marker
  • Glitter and Jewels and Glue Sticks

Right Zipper Pouch:

  • Deck Of Cards
  • TI Pink Calculator
  • Scissors
  • Hand Sanitizer
  • Mini Ash Tray
  • Mini Glass Spoon

Left Zipper Pouch:

  • Sewing Kit
  • Flash Light
  • Hemp Lotion

Peggybuy.com

Front Pouch:

  • Small Bottles of Essense
  • Tampons
  • Brush
  • Argan Oil, Tea Tree Oil, Cocunut Oil, and Olive Oil
  • Razor
  • Deoderant
  • Crest Toothpaste and Toothbrush
  • Fixodent & Poligrip for my dentures
  • An old tic tac box full of hair bands

Inside Front Pouch (Where I Keep My Make-Up)

  • Concealer Kit
  • Smashbox Eyeshadow
  • Benefit California Blush
  • Contour Palette
  • L’oreal True Match Concealer
  • Dior Lipgloss
  • Eyeliner & Mascara
  • Brow Gel

What Do You Have To Learn About Here?!

“Tell me your someone else & I’ll all fall apart…” – Band Unknown unless quick a friend tells me. A friend from my past or pasture would be nice but this S.B. doesn’t sound like something I need.

In the most part of my 125 entries which I need to go back through and edit to make more meaningful. I hope my blog never gets abducted like lifeasacollegemom.net did though it takes more than just a website, a host, and a lot of words. 

It takes drive, a bunch of people, and daily motivation to get your message across. More promotion on this stuff would be great. It’s an almost life long dream to get truly caught up on Emails.

My Main Mans going to; Texas Art Institute which all we have both said is you don’t need Mine! He has stated and he is already my star since the age of about 13 an interest in Production. In which I took last Spring 2017 and made a B in Behavior and need to pick it up again. That creativity hits you like a pound of bricks when it does. 

That is one of my favorite books; yes college text books aren’t cheap and no I have the ones I have wanted to give and take away for a reason. Dad please don’t let them in that room. Unfortunately if it comes down to it… I wish I did have somewhere to lay my head.

The group home has for the most part been worth it; just to get off the streets. Which I roamed starting Lake Charles at 16 – Dallas at 18 – Fort Worth at 24 & again at 29. An inventation to join Womens ministry – So going where I “Am Called”…

FAFSA & My Course Route

I am still in need of paying back the debt I owe to UTA; in which I owe almost $3,000. If my parents could help me right now that would be great. I put in for a Debt Driven Repayment Plan – Pay As You Earn. Hoping to get almost 240 months with a rate of $0. Which will give me time to get a job; hopefully a good job. Finish the rest of my classes.

 

 

Art I Call Don’t Costly

HEY Your Mouth Pissed Me Off : Just to walk up to it…
Sister Christian Called = YOU!!!
Might have been a cigarette at the wrong time.

Walking By the What?! Spirit – Man I hope their American Spirits…
I never meant to be that person with that problem! I am not GAME Me No Game Boy In Hand – Don’t Reach For Trove.

To Congretation Around you to Vehichular Homicide…
Why It happened to me and I lived ” Thank God “
It was hard enough to leave the damn place?!

Filled out my MY my OWN own FAFSA <3
Information – s – What? Water? 
Innovative to the PIG<S$> Laundry …

They don’t let you keep your own records at this Facility! Are you going to argue! A Risk Are These People… My issue isn’t your issue…

ST.Uck In Red & Tissues

I have finally gotten my anger adjusted; yes I have Bipolar Disorder. I can get really upset … almost to a ticking time bomb. After all we wanted a simple bath bomb and you know what we had the right ingredients to make it. Unfortunately that money isn’t for you and you know it. Meanwhile that body isn’t for you and you know it. Though God and I both love you and what we have been trying to stand for. 

First ask it … If it hits that Target <app> Market. In which it’s your fault for walking up to my register in the first place and whatever happens to you happens. I was trouble the moment I walked into this Dog Town. Don’t bring the cheerleader; whos name is faith into the story at all. At least not into my story. After all it’s my story and I can leave it the way I like it and I have the right to accept it or not. 

It mostly can’t have a normal conversation; while looking at dead bodies in beds that are about the size of cots that cost about $675 a month. Or I could be in the mission with fear that my Laptop and my things would be stolen again this year like they we’re last year. In which; you have to admit you did help with me walking off. From my son and my truck my father gave me. Though as much as we want to blame God. We both know it went deeper than that.

Well suck it up that’s being an adult. I wouldn’t have made it this far without Gods help. Ever since about three weeks in Millwood last year I have been in this Group Home. I am trying to get last Christmas and Starting of this wasted pricey Spring Semester out of my mind.

You don’t come back to it after it has written things like lifeasacollegemom.net or myapatheticheart.net <Mine>. Mostly; wierd things have happened to my blogs as I have grown and continued to write my blog/s on almost a daily basis.  

 

Now our job is too understand these <Crooks> If we really want this oil Dr. Ink is <Timely> talking about! Something in which my heart just couldn’t permit me to get into. I know my parents really don’t want to help me with this costly problem and I’m hoping they will be and understand. 

It is quite easy for any female fatality to open its doors and open its chat book and march away. The damn penguins didn’t have to follow me. They wanted attention from things they didn’t do in the first place. Where it’s already an establishment in which you get credit for what you have worked on. Not on what you have or who you are associated with at least that was always in the back of my Christian Ideology. That God was always wanting more from us than we could even understand.

I’m questioning to DeRidder #5 “Are They” That ungrateful. That cotton picking B* just knocked over and pushed me even off this bed. Now I am here questioning if that’s even legal. Something I don’t have to deal that many cards or restraunt job pieces too. While I have with my own two hands and feet. What do you mean? Fought Three Times & She’s Too Small Too Fight?! If it was something that I felt strongly about then I have every right too. 



Trust built the foundation; I am not trying to break what I have worked so hard to build. Then why God did I run away from my responsibilities in the first place?! I have had choices, consequences, and rights all in which at 30-31 have made up my own pattern to the lifestyle I am going to live. Even when others; are less than encouraging as it nears another holiday Thanksgiving. Which I’m hoping my Family is still thankful for me. As it is in a half-way home I am blessed beyond compare. Now is the time I just need to trust especially that which my Father “Kurt Floyd” has told me “Until the Day I Die”.

Thanks For Dividers & People

Thanks For Dividers & People

Maybe I should have taken a problem and just waited on the right timing…

In all science classes you have to have a problem to what we need a solution. Which is more than just contact and prescription sunglasses in which the Doctor I did get my perscription is only messed up about making frames. Also the one I only spent about three months working for is, well isn’t my problem. After learning as much as I can about the elements tell me will I be happy. Will I ever stop and just appreciate from others. 

Maybe like myself I was just as greedy, without much of being envious. We need to step down just a notch and let those in proper authority take over. It isn’t up too you actually it’s up the Government and go ahead and admit it. Your either for or against, silent or able, or pride vs. prejudice. As I write more about my faith I am hard pressed that my faith has gone smaller than a mustard seed. A word in which I slung from a slinger only once so long ago. Did it – it deffinitly didn’t need to pricetag its self that That Far.

Don’t RUSH: What you actually ask for and asked for… Yeah! Look at my mouth and wish for what – water – No not my salivated problem. What are you doing at my place at my age?! Right – NVM & NM. My old notebooks and sketch books never asked for your ink or your ink job. So why are you bringing up and into what my name or my badge at and almost any and every job in which I have and will continue to have. 

I am not your GREEK student who tried to ever use another persons name. It’s something I never even wanted. For I am happy being that emo girl with a lonely heart it doesn’t need to categorize and demean from us. #TP

To say what through the most important communication tool I have and tools I have is the most dangerous things you could be doing. I don’t need to walk up to what vehichle for what item for what endangerment. In which it pushes everyday to get down to the work it is needing to do in the first place. To pick up someone elses work and simply get away with what #CSI and #NET in which it has trapped itself long ago.

Why are you looking at it that way. The system on this acceptance scale has stopped at 5 in which all and any articles to keep this going into motion need to be accepted into all realms.

The lady at what?! GaGa & Gig & Gag…
Group Home #666 isn’t opening our WIFI. In which several of our bills are included for this $675 payment. What Am I scared to get kicked out again. Ah poor baby what my father wouldn’t like it. Not everything in this world is worth it. P.S. I’v heard some of these womens unfortunately mens mouths far too much.

None of which of any of these parties especially tables would really want and some don’t stop or turn around until it is FAR too Late. Lady we are not your problem. Ms. Jackson we are NOT your problem.

Which while working I was always wondering if this was the way of the Bosses which why would you want to go mess with the managers and bosses. I didn’t understand at that young of an age without much of being around this… i was alway on the grind. Recently I have been affected and feectionate about my father telling me to slow down and enjoy life. All in which I haven’t even stopped and smelt many roses. 

Especially not from our BG Cooks or whatever these I’m Still Questioning what they are?! What are you needing?! Which even my own mother – my real mother told me. A Major thing I have stood up too this year. I will not be a PriceTag.

I need you all too go is all you have heard from me for several years. “Go forth and conquer your own mole hills and don’t ask questions like where did it come from.” That friend does or doesn’t care anymore for a reason and that was that and you accept it. Except nights I would have fun and yes I had groups and no I’m 31 and not going to follow in this deadly trap.

Waking up to Silence Of The Lamb + Walking Lamp  = That Turned (U) As A Vaporizer… Is one of my Science Questions – I shouldn’t have to pay and repay every time I have a problem or even want a solution. Now should I?!

I didn’t have to tell you or your B* every job or every application I have ever gotten or put in for. In fact I think the vaporizers in theory came from “Great Oldwest Cafe”!

Which I lost on the streets and sold! Sold so it can whatever my question?! I lost about 3 of them and without a trace so if that’s what happens. For me if thats what happened learn from it and don’t let it happen again. “Play No Game” you didn’t go to class to do that did you. Or is it “I forgot who #Jay #JohnnaFloyd even was as it looks at its art and lit and wants and even expects money out of its own poor mouth. You’d be dumb to really complain. After you have pulled a double shift you would be tired and not needing much besides rest. They have told me that even College/University is no race. 

No B* You picked out and up to a secret compartment dept. and hidden in the GoodWills Market. Which is in my sons hands and he can stuff whatever he needs to in that compartamentalized stored up lock box. That used to be used for methadone and money.

I didn’t need to go traveling somewhere and could be a U Hauled my entire Thoughts to and Through and then right back to Me & Myself & Him! Don’t ask me which one Kuzz It’s HIS & I’m NOT UR Problem + AM I! Meanwhile He lets me be me and if I love him and even don’t want to spend much time or whatever it isn’t and never will be up to YOU. Chesire Cat “Who Are You?” Alice In Wonderland.

HMMM !!! Let my Nannie and My Witnesses and My Nurse. Meanwhile I’ll never say Doc Doc Docter to any of it. 

How did I meet my favorite spot to sit and chill at this campus?! The third story APT. & placed my elbow up there “I Could – Little Engine That Could”

You don’t go to the CLUB (o)(o) to look at Lizards in a Lounge and walk and talk and play around >WHAT< & >WATER< & That’s why I “Don’t like THE ??? Church >CRY<! Why would you like to GO to Dallas?!

Mom: No Johnna you will always love and respect the church after all it is where you came from. So never forget where you came from. Or they’ll forever haunt you with the wolves again.

Secret = They ARE Coming for What?! Water?! – – – Your Not Getting My ??? Computer… I hope their not coming to get my Father’s In Vest ? Ment /Mint!
Your Problem was probably the MOST Expensive Adventure of All Year! Oh Oops that’s why I smoked so extremely MUCH!

Blog Tips In A Heart Tip Jar

I have had my check garnished in half now instead of working with $100. I only have $50 to spend on what I want to each month. The problem I had at University of Texas at Arlington is making me pay big time. I’ve always been pretty much broke and what big blessings I did get came from My Dad.

Needing some clothes : Shop Women’s Clothing at Stage Stores. I’d like to get a new warm fuzzy jacket and a leather motorcycle jacket. Normally the most often thing bought with my $50 is cheap cigar cigarettes and maybe a $1 drink.

This month I bought myself three great gifts off the website GEEK
A ring, A Charm Necklace, & Essence… For $6.50
& A new black notebook at The Family Dollar for $5.

With Christmas coming up and Halloween in less than 14 days. Which I haven’t seen anything scary lately. I was having fun watching and playing the purge. I took Production last year and need to do more with it. I haven’t felt like getting in front of the Camera. I am not really feeling that loving to myself and my dad keeps saying I’m talking to myself.

I am kind of attention I am really getting from people. I want to be known for making people happy with themselves and I hope I was coming across in Arlington as a good worker. Though now my boyfriend is saying not to work. It may be a safety issue right now and maybe there is a reason why I don’t have my SS Card.

It’d be really awsome to go to another Haunted House and I haven’t been to an Event in a long time. I went in 2012 with work at The Spirit of Halloween. I got a bag of Smarties and saving the rest till Halloween haha that’ll be my candy for the Halloween. For the last three years I have had money to buy my son a constume – I think all three of them are Batman. I was wanting to go to the Pumkin Patch but my Dad said I was acting too wierd.

 Blogging For Monetary Value

I hope my blog post are something you want to read and think about before you rush out there and make mistakes in life that you can’t recover from. It is said that Money is the root of all evil so if I was blogging only for money this would be a pointless endevor because it can’t come with us when God comes. Though I do need to make some money out of this website adventure.

  1. I haven’t recieved a real comment… I have recieved 5 red colored comments in which are Private.
  2. My Visitor Count must be messed up beyond belief
  3. I must have gotten hacked and some one is behind the scenes of my blog
  4. I am blaming and pointing fingers at sources that tell me how to make money from this blogging because all of them say about the same thing and their are no results.
  5. They do not find me or my content of any interest. I was hoping to at least make a difference with my blog.

It’s ok to want to make money blogging but don’t sacrifice yourself for it. Needing to make sure I have my eye on the ball before hitting publish. I can go through my posts and re-write them and add to them and even change them.

Blogging For Readers of friends and family

Each person you come into contact with could be good or bad or a mixture of both. I honestly do not like to constantly be around people but enjoy their time now and again. I love at least hearing that people have read and appreciated a part or anything on my blog. During the time I have written.

Frame of mind; realize everybody is different and not everybody is going to like you. Always make sure to include a main image. Don’t use lies and manipulation to get your way. Soon you will be found out as to whether you can be trusted or not.

Make an online community for yourself by collecting links and talking with them about certain things. That are posts related and be honest and true to who you are. Be your own Rockstar and sing to your own tune. Market and Work where you know you fit best.

Writing Great Online Content = would I share this if I didn’t write it. What emotion are you appealing too?! Am I Connecting while teaching and telling them something new they can use for themselves.

Traffic To Get Optimum Views

  1. A Call To Action – ask them to follow, share the post, or download the freebie.
  2. Fill Out Social Media Bios – gain traffic & followers and potential clients.
  3. Bring Hits To Old Posts – creating content takes time & it doesn’t have reinvented try to repurpose the content to get more hits. In the last month or two, I have only gotten about 222 hits.
  4. Foundation for you to create a great place to place your information. 

Take faith in advice while giving it time to grow and mature into something meaningful. As a strategy starts to show positive signs and you dig deeper to prioritize the strategy that is well faithful and has potential. We need promotion of the content; use the 80% Marketing and Distribution of information and 20% the actual information.

Getting Readers Who Really Trust You & Read & Learn From You.

To build a trusting audience and getting your readers to really trust you. You can make a living off blogging as long as you use the proper techniques and strategies. Trust is the key! Be real and transparent builds trust.

Be Personal + Relatable

PLUR! If there’s one thing I don’t regret in life it’s good memories and times with friends I have met and have been around in weird and strange situations. We are in those situations because we put ourselves in them. My boyfriend told me not to work again and put myself in the bad parts of Fort Worth. He cares & so does my parents but right now certain safety measures have to happen. Like this HalfWay home that I am staying in with these other three girls.

Break down walls and build connections with your audience. I want them to feel like they can come to me when they need guidance or questions that need answers. I am not perfect or drinking holy water and I am not afraid to admit to my mistakes. I am also a College Drop-Out!

Don’t try to fake it; people will love you for who you already are. We are learning every day & don’t give up on a bit of tip to make your work better. We need to learn about who you are and what you have to offer. It has to be worth the time and the money. If free content is good then they can imagine how great paid for content is going to be.

Facebook Discussion Boards & Don’t Ignore Your Audience.

Making sure you respond to every comment, email, message, etc. Take the time to acknowledge readers in order to build trust. They will come back to you because you have shown them you value them.

Prove Yourself

There are plenty of people out there that lie about it. Including the one to get your hopes up about “I make $100,000 a month…” or “I receive 100,000 page views. Prove that you are telling the truth & show your stats (I made an A in Stats). Be Reasonable – that much money from blogging is a bit out of this world… Not all the money you make is yours and you have to count expenses and taxes.

Be Consistent With Your Creations

Building Trust through consistency reacting to; how will your audience trust you if you aren’t consistent. Don’t just up and leave and disappear and stop posting daily/weekly/monthly. Don’t let your audience lose trust in you by playing the disappearing trick. The more consistent the more trusted.

Professional Appearance To Your Site

For trust and value in what you say there is a set tone of professionalism that you need in your writing and in your appearance. It has to look like a website that has value.

Make-Up To Made-Up

I have been carrying my black backpack that matches my black duffle bag everyday I have been going to “The Golden Choice” Center. If it wasn’t for places like these establishments we would be lost. People are always looking for things to do – I appreciate people who read my writings and find it enjoyable. 

For my 31st Birthday my parents took me to “Sephora” & The makeover results we’re great. The service was great and I got the right amount of make-up I needed. 

I believe as Women we go through phases of wanting to Dress to Impress to Really Not Giving A Care. I have learned that it is more important to love and take care of yourself. Than to sucumb to defeat to the guy you love or the Family attention you crave. When you are already too old to be tied to them and are using them as a crutch. 

Make-up lessons from pros

I did stage make-up for plays in High School. Although I only did about one play the lessons I learned are something I have needed and wanted to help with for a long time. I think if God gives you a talent then you should use it. If not then it is wasted talent. 

I have also had my go about with the company Mary Kay which is probably one of the worst investments me and my Mom got ourselves into. If anyone has walked into “Sephora” the store is already a bit intemidating. The first picked up item costs about $38 and when I was in there I couldn’t really find anything under that price that looked of good quality. 

  1. Don’t overspend or overbuy products… Use what you have and work with what you have first. No need in rushing out and getting new stuff unless there is a good reason. 
  2. Skin Care is Important… Especially down the road when you look back you want to realize what hard work you took to take care of your skin in the right way. 
  3. Not too much and not too little. Easy does it & you don’t have to overdo it.