Merry Christ-Mas

I owe an explanation as to what happened between my son and I. Now left with $38 due to my own desires and wishlist. While most of my people are walking around with a Witness list and Undiscovered Artifacts.

JUUL from Ebay $30

I’m needing to give what Tickets?!
Am I even your prideful of your business…
As you kick me out of Town to Town

Battle of who can be meaner. Those pictures of those “Skanks” – That I’m just not ready for. Meanwhile; I am needing more schooling. 8 more classes to be exact. To tell you what I can and can’t afford anymore is not a nice question to either one of us.

$14 Smart Watch from Ebay : Out Of Stock

I didn’t try to argue when I went home to be with “Son”! Which is not just; I know what your thinking… My Son, What you have done is Irreplaceable!

I don’t appologize for the dusting but I also don’t appologize for the sorted out fabuloso cleaned toilets. As I leave asking; this time Begging was unfathomable. My mom took me back to the Group Home & I am missing “Son”‘s Birthday. So Merry Christmas – I am not the HO HO HO + neither are any of my roommates.

What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done in your relationship? If you say ships I wonder if “Sail” will continue to complain. As to why I haven’t stood up proudly to my Sponsors. I love each one of these comments and they are helping me. The number one thing I learned at My Dad’s house is I’m not wanted around. So Today; Merry Christmas & It’s almost new years lets bring it out as a resolute scroll, not resolute disgrace.

Christmas ghost of past and future!!!!

 

Here’s Help For My Sister 2 Sister & Situation 2 Situation

Got a new magazine today – – the Enquirer a male fashion magazine. My man is hot enough to be in the Enquire but I get jealous of the attention he gets and I’m hoping he gets it from the attention I get. There have been reasons we have not been able to get together in five years. I believe it is pride and jealousy I don’t desire what other women have. I believe in getting help when we/her/she needs it.

I believe we make a good team.

I try to do the best I can to represent my boyfriend and guy friends of ours as special and unique as they can be. My sisters especially my stripper sisters & sorority sisters have been picked for each place and we don’t have to complain that much about place to place when it’s PlayStation and Monopoly. To me, it’s all the cards that are dealt at this Casino one of the best things I have done with a guy friend. The reason I go to spot to spot is to take care of my people. I believe that is my right to check on my/our people the right way. This is the lesson I dropped out because of on Feb 7th of this year and pretty much last year. Two years in a row spending and having to repay the right amount $50 a month for what happened to a Senior – I thought it was itis. Didn’t realize it was Midas. What exactly are you framing because we have individual notes.

What’s Your Favorite Scent?!

 

Each person is important to me and yes we have all gone through tough times. Though we don’t allogate to be alligators and trap them into the traps I have always been scared of. Do We?

The Purge – Purchased The News Paper

The Purge is one heck of a movie! Click rewind and set the scenes we are women and men within big dreams. We went to College and some of my friends are just starting college in order to better ourselves. I believe and support equal opportunity employers and employment.

My friend, as well as myself, have grown up in the church political system and have put our/my kid into the church situation. Why are they begging to break a system that a family sets up if it weren’t for my parents little Brandon wouldn’t have the opp. to go to ECC which is a private school set by Fielder. For we are on the Field…   We have learned through some people are extremely selfish. Some people “SNAP” in situations they have to own up too.

I trusted Him and I Still Do – The Ring Fit but I don’t have to be flashy I’ll save that for my graphics.

We have learned to remain silent in the moment of her passing Husband which she cherished her relationship. We miss our friends and loved ones since we have also lost our children to the support system.

My friend Ciara Bhadd longs for a mother to daughter relationship and I believe that is where we can help these ladies instead of being rude to them they can look up to us. In which I have studied PR and My daughter is Natasha. We will find and maintain these relationships through mannerisms that we are taught by an even older group of women.

Being a good parent is important

To me but how can I go to work without an SS Card?! I have to work for everything I need for me and my son Brandon. My friend Ciara has 7 children and I’m fortunate I do not. We both deserve inner peace and clarity.  My last domain was lifeasacollegemom.net. Yes my jealousy level kind of got big when I had to lose my jobs and no one would tell me.

Yes, my jealousy kind of got my ego backstabbed when they shook our ingredients together and put in this versus that.

I will be happy once she has inner peace and clarity. – Ciara Bhadd

I get jealous when I’m falsely accused of something I didn’t do. Well, I also need credit for what I have done. Another point is when people lie to me. Also when I have things & people pushed in my face.

Article by Article I believe I can help these women. 

For even I was taught prostitution and have gone up and down like my stats chart depicts but that is of no use to point out especially in class and say we are filthy. It is a bad road and I have heard the stories from the inside of jail cell walls We have to look for the proper sources of employment and help. The first step about the streets is to keep your own damn self-safe from it. Question everything. Ciara is a Med Doctor. I am that writer heck I a CEO of whatever I need and want to be.

Father Daughter Weekend : Bucks To Blogging

Father Daughter Weekend : Bucks To Blogging

Despite not sleeping at all in the last 48 hours I really don’t feel all that bad except my eyes and my butt are sore from sitting on this uncomfortable chair and not blinking often. If I could earn a few bucks for this time I have been working on blogging that would be nice. I could buy a domain or Get a 30-day supply of designer fragrance for $13.95/mo. Get 30% Off First Month, ScentBox.com. Though I’ll have to earn enough to buy the domain WordPress package from earning it from working my blog.

I am searching through other peoples blogs and have been searching for the last several hours how to make money off of blogging. I just have to be persistant and keep finding the keys to figuring this out and most of the articles say that it will tae at least 3 to 6 months. JustlyFound has only been around 2, this will be the 3rd month.

I will have to start taking my laptop to The Center with us when we go during the day. Since there is no wifi access at the group home. Glad I’m not at the group home right now I still need to clean up and everything before Dad comes back from work and his dental appointment. I have been glued to the screen for hours on end. Signing up for all sorts of programs. One program I just signed up for is called Awin along with ShareASale these two should give me a good foundation to make affiliated sales. I greately appreciate all the readers I have had today I am already at what June had at the end of the month on the 3rd of this month.

Ear Plugs and Tapers By Body Jewelry

Entrepreneurship is what I need to be able to attain in the next coming weeks in order to truly get this to work. My father owned a spinner bait shop that I helped out with when I was about 8 that was his business. Unfortunately some horrible guy took off with the business credit card. I keep getting calls about credit cards on my cellphone but I am rest assured I do not have one. So working on making my blog into an assett I can use to really make some money. Though I can still not make over $1000 a month on SSDI. I also have an interview coming up with Lori’s Gifts in Fort Worth.

Making this website profitable will finally mean I’m doing something with my degree choice of PR and ADVT. I will need to pay attention to the news in order not to write like I was when I first opened this blog up and simply stating whims. It will take a whole lot of sacrifice, work, hustle, creativity, and dedication to get this into a profitable blog to where I can be using this blog instead of a real job.

Time To Set Some Goals After August I want to earn $300, have 500 Twitter followers, 1,000 Pinterest followers, and 50 Instagram Followers, promote affiliates and try to sell 1 – 3 items. In 12 months I would like to earn $1000 a month and double my amount of followers.

Good Solid Content Having the right attitude and knowing what to post and provide for your readers makes all the difference. No one wants to come to a boring website. Post that contain information the reader can really take away after reading. Where they have something to learn from what you/I have written.

Be Willing To Learn Constantly Blogging won’t work unless your willing to put the time and effort into it.

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How I’ve Been living for the past year & how my life would change for the better once I can make blogging my career. 

I really don’t have too much that’s my own I have a twin bed on a cot at the Group Home on Hitson. Where I pay every part of my SSDI check toward the food, sheltered home, and a nanny to take care of us. I have $100 dollars left after that and that’s too last me for the entire month until about the 3rd.

I have been traveling with my black duffle bag between the Group Home and my parents house. This time I brought my laptop which I have been glued too the entire time. Most of the time my roommates and I are trying to get outside to smoke these cheap $2 a pack cigars called Talons. Although this time when Dad took me to the corner store I bought two packs of Marlboro Black 100s don’t know how long they will last me. Got them yesterday around this time it’s almost 3 and I have only smoked half a pack.

 Having a good weekend at my parents with my son and mom gone. It’s quiet around here and I’m working on getting as much done on this blog as I can.

Hopefully when I get back the TV & Wifi are working. I have been using the 4G feature on my cellphone to connect to the internet and haven’t been able to use my laptop in over a month. We normally don’t have anything but tap water to drink. Earlier in the summer we wen’t without AC for a week or two.

It’s so quiet here without Brandon and I’ve had the house to myself with just our two dogs. Which the dog knocked off the Afghan rug that was held up with wooden pegs. Tomorrow Dad wants to go fishing at Grapevine Lake and then eat and go to Bass Pro Shops. I brought my SMOK e-cig with Dragon Juice Candy vape oil in it. You can get your own at Shop SMOK, Joyetech and More!

My life would be different because I would be able to afford the things I need and want. I could afford a car and pay insurance and afford gas. I could pay back my student loans and afford to go back to school again to finish my Senior year. I could buy an apartment for Brandon and I and I could take care of my kid myself. I could get off SSDI and be able to save money for the future while still being able to go to the psychiatrist and being able to go to the hospital and take my so. While also being able to afford medicine, my own food, and my own stuff I need to live a comfortable life. Oh If We we’re all so lucky & won the lottery!

Stop sitting around doing nothing expecting things to change and get better. You have to be proactive and working on my blogging everyday is better time used than sleeping like my roommates do.

I really need something good to happen though the longer I keep sitting around feeling sorry for myself and doing nothing about it. The longer it will be for things to get better. This could really change my life. These stockphotos are from https://picjumbo.com and my sister HB is getting married next year so this is a good time to start working toward these goals.

We Chose ? Prosper or Prosperity

Everything how we feel ? Imagination shapes life & lifestyle choices and the way your thought patterns think and align themselves.

I have had bipolar disorder and my mood elevates and it is necessary that I take my meds and keep myself safe and healthy. That is one of the main things that this half way home has helped me with.

With thoughts that depict our plans. When we listen to what other people say can really get you in trouble. We instead need to be still and listen to the sweet voice of God.

Mercy, Grace, & Love & we need divine disclosure. We can’t take our problems on others. A lot of people sit around lying & feeling sorry for themselves.

Believe & Act on without doubt, see, feel, physically grasp. Alone, hopeless, & discouraging.

Watch What We’re Slipping On

Waiting can be one of the hardest things you’ll ever learn ?. Like waiting patiently for the man of your life to hold you ?. To hold on to you through the storms of life ⚡. Which are always up and down like a roller coaster at Six Flags. I have heard and noticed dangerous things I shouldn’t have in the past 5-7 years.

Nothing that I am going to far into detail about. I had my first born Brandon ?‍?when I was 25, he is now 4 years old. My family has really been there more than I have given them credit for in the past. It’s sad how my Dad and his other workers have fought so hard for this country that is going out of control.

Hold on to what you got especially your own life. You can’t loose everything by thinking your need or even deserve better and bigger things. Things aren’t always bigger in Texas – like some people’s hearts. There are all sorts of personalities out there and life experiences. Though we have to know and stay true mainly to ourselves.

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I have been in jail 4 times and on probation once since I was about 17. I have smoked since I was 16 and have had about 5 vehicles. Tragedies happen everyday and there’s no reason we should brag about this stuff. We are too use our past life to create a better tomorrow. With patience and hard work it can get better we learn and grow everyday. It’s necessary to be thankful for every little thing you got.

We have worked hard for everything we have and we know what we can and can’t walk away with. Let it go before it takes over your life. Know when to run and when to fight meanwhile knowing what’s yours and whats mine. I had a lot of times growing up when I would spend plenty of time by myself. What we we’re and are doing is no one’s business. As a Christian we are too shine the light. We are here to help but no we are not yours and not to stalk. We are not the wishful bean stalk.

Things are replaceable and people aren’t! Some people need things more than we do but we can’t give everything we have. Especially when it’s killing you and making your life hard to live.

Moving Around To Be Healthy

Who doesn’t like to lay in their beds all day long ?. If we all could we sure as heck would. Though how are you supposed ? to have anything in life if this is all you do.

It’s damaging to your body and being stagnant ? is not good for the human mind. I went to Harvest America ?‍? this weekend. It was a really great experience.

When I went to Harvest America I bought this book set “The Greatest Stories Ever Told” – Greg Laurie. It’s s two book box set ?. The stories are really good and have stopped my writers block.

I really haven’t worked out in a long – long time ?. Though I want to be healthy in body, mind, and spirit. My mom Christy’s blog at http://muffinsandmozart.com . She writes on health topics.

There have been a lot of tragic things happening this year and we definitely need to be praying and studying God’s word.

Though this is a personal choice. When it boils down to it its really all down to the choices we are making. We can choose good or evil.

We will have nothing to gain if we don’t keep ourselves active. My email address jcathryn87@gmail.com is full of applications looking for my next place of work.

I’m really praying that things work out with my family later this year. I would like to get out of this half way home sooner than later though not everything is up to me.

This Heart May Be Missing – I’m still an Alias

Eventually, we have to grow up and we just have to stop all childish behavior we’re constantly changing. God helps us along the way but we have to give Him the chance to move and help us. I have stopped writing on my last blog which was ?? http://www.missing-alias.net. Simply because I wanted to change to WordPress for the community aspect of having the following and read option.

Here’s to growing up I’ll be 31 next month ?. I have a great family that is being supportive ?‍?‍?‍?  and even that has been a changing environment right now. I left my parents house in March after dropping out of University of Texas at Arlington and having a run-in with the law in which I went to jail. I ended up going to jail three times last year and don’t plan on going back or stepping out of line of the law again.

I am currently living in a Group Home, in Fort Worth – Texas ?. I was able to move back home and I was there for December and January. Though I had to drop out of University of Texas at Arlington again after getting sick at school. I was then sent to the group home after I spent fifteen days in Millwood.

An earlier discussion I had with my mother ?‍? when she dropped me off at the halfway house was about how we grew up spoiled. Or at least how we need to be thankful for every blessing we have.

My Dads in the military ? my family has had it’s up and downs. Now it is my turn ? Adult life.

My family, boyfriend, and friends that have known me (well for the most part) have helped a lot in the last 7 years to get over my childish fears.

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We have to plan out and try to stay as close to our true values as we can. One of the hardest things in life is to figure out yourself. You really have to dig in and set out and know what you want. When I was young I didn’t have it all figured out although a lot of young people think they do. My 4-year-old son has been a blessing to our whole family.

This weekend was one of the best weekends I have had in a long time. I no longer want to discuss what I use to do about partying and drugs and it really isn’t anyone’s business. When we fall down we have to be able to pull ourselves up again. I hope not everyone goes through this but living on the streets can teach you a lot too. Though the concert the church I attend was able to go to the AT&T stadium and enjoy Harvest America.

Harvest America with Greg Laurie and listening to Switchfoot was great. Blessed my parents helped me out last night financially. As I look for a job and get ready to start paying off these large student loans. I have an interview at Bankers Life on Wednesday I’m needing part time work. Since I am on SSDI and can’t earn more than $1,000.

When I was younger I thought that was a lot of money. In the adult world that isn’t really enough to live off of. Most of us will work until the day we die. My father wakes up at 4:30am to go to work and I really look up to him. Today Brandon had Tennis Camp and Saturday a Tball game. I couldn’t be anymore thankful for my parents providing these things we have grown up with and taking care of my son.

As we grow older we find that we are recieving more respect the better we do. It is too easy to slip up on what we are supposed to do. There are so many in the crowd pointing fingers that we coulda, woulda, shoulda done especially ourselves. We can get so hard on ourselves we end up on our death bed – remember it is NEVER too late.